In their own words
Client Love
Reclaiming Agency
“I thought I wanted to relocate for work. It looked like the obvious next step in my career, yet something inside me kept resisting.
During my work with Handan, it became clear that the decision wasn't coming from me. It was being driven by a longstanding pattern of complying with authority.
As that pattern began to resolve, I returned to a place inside myself where I could finally hear what I truly wanted. I realised I didn't want the relocation, and I no longer wanted the job itself.
For the first time, I understood that much of my life had been organised around compliance rather than choice. From that place of greater freedom, I was finally able to make a decision that genuinely belonged to me.”
What I feel is becoming possible for me is that, for the first time, I really feel like I'm developing a spine.
I am starting to trust myself, to rely on myself. Not because I can do everything, but because of how I now relate to myself. I can't believe how much self-hate, shame and judgement I used to carry, or how I ever spoke to myself the way I did before.
Working with Handan changed that dynamic. And through changing my relationship with myself, I've begun to access a sense of internal safety. For the first time, I can acknowledge the depth of my fears because I know I can be there for myself, hold those parts of me, and listen to what they need.
This has also completely changed how I experience love and intimacy. For the first time, I am finding myself attracted to safe love, to consistency and grounded connection, rather than the emotional highs and lows I once associated with intimacy. I am beginning to recognise the difference between genuine intimacy and a connection that merely feels intimate because of its intensity.
I can't even recognise who I was two months ago.
Handan's work has been unlike anything I've experienced because it's truly about bringing all the pieces together. I feel like I'm being 'collected'. Rather than endlessly discovering more fragmented parts of myself, I'm finally learning how to bring them together and live from a more whole & integrated place.
I feel like I've been given the opportunity to access who I may have always intended to be. The true, real me.
I've been on a healing journey since I was 16. Now, at 29, just four sessions with Handan have brought me more profound shifts than anything I've experienced in all those years. And I feel like this is only the beginning.
I first met Handan for a private session, arriving with one question: I feel like I'm not truly living my life. It's as though I'm living in someone else's story.
When she announced Dragon Queen, I intuitively knew I needed to be there. I was acutely aware that the woman entering that transformative space would not be the same woman walking out.
And I was right. As we journeyed through each Gate, I felt parts of myself coming home. It was like exploring the attic of my psyche, finally opening boxes of emotions and experiences I had locked away, allowing them to be acknowledged and embraced.
Over those eight weeks, something fundamental changed. I began leading from my body, guided by an intuition that no longer negotiates. I developed the capacity to feel grief, hold loss and finally let go when it was time. I said goodbye to relationships that had been over for years.
The adaptive strategies and masks I had worn for so long were no longer frightening. I could recognise them, understand their origins and embrace those previous versions of myself with compassion.
I shifted my focus away from trauma, other people and old wounds, learning to lead my life from my Core Self and essence.
What I unearthed within myself was softness and warmth, alongside a Venusian fire, passion and the power to create something entirely new.
I'm now more present in my body, more grounded in my identity and less affected by external noise. My vocabulary has become filled with 'No', 'This doesn't work for me' and 'I'm not accepting this behaviour towards me.'
The roles of perfectionism and peacemaking that once regulated people in my life have been set aside.
Thank you, Handan, for holding this space. The sovereignty is back. I finally feel the capacity to hold myself.
This was very powerful but what I'm enjoying most after having done this workshop is: the emerged version of myself that can comfortably feel, say & radiate, "This doesn't work for me." without collapsing, justifying or having to explain further. It's magic.
I've been doing self-development and healing work for nearly 30 years, including with Handan. This workshop was the first time I started to genuinely grasp what it feels like to actually 'feel' in the body.
Handan holds space in the most extraordinary way. She holds a rare nuanced combination of seemingly opposite traits which makes the container she holds in a workshop very powerful and transforming.
She's both strong & compassionate - which makes me feel safe, seen & accepted. She's structured & flows - which makes me feel held and at the same time allowed to play. She has strong boundaries and she's caring. She checks on each of us individually both during the class and outside the class.
She has deep & multi-discipline knowledge but she doesn't just teach it to us; she didn't just study them, she IS them. She embodies the wisdom of all the work she's done on herself, and the examples of her life that she shares makes it all feel relatable, and possible for everyone.
I feel like I can trust every step of the journey with Handan and that's why I highly recommend this workshop if the topic is calling you now!
I decided to take the Dragon Queen course because I recognised a pattern of suppressing myself to be 'nice', and I wanted to change this, as it was affecting both my relationships and my ability to fully enjoy life.
Through this experience, I've strengthened my ability to remain in my Core Self when trauma-driven parts show up. As I moved through each Gate, I began noticing subtle but meaningful shifts in how I responded to situations, how easily I could express my truth, and how attuned I was becoming to the signals in my body.
One of the biggest transformations is that I now feel able to face situations that, just a few months ago, would have felt impossible.
Whether it's feeling powerless in professional situations or finding myself shrinking in personal relationships, I now have the capacity to stay with myself even when I feel challenged. Instead of abandoning myself, I can remain present, trust what I feel and act in alignment with my truth. I'm developing a much stronger sense of self-trust.
I also deeply appreciated being guided by Handan. She is so genuine and creates a space where I felt truly safe and held. I never felt any pressure to perform, only an invitation to stay with whatever my body needed to express.
I entered this work feeling a complete loss of direction, physically depleted and with little desire to carry on. I had been through a series of drastic personal events while simultaneously taking on a new job that required moving to another country. The thought of it brought me into paralysis.
I felt as though I'd been thrown into a waterfall, with no choice but to let the current carry me.
I've known Handan for many years, and she is someone I trust deeply. When we began working together, she asked me questions I couldn't answer: What is it that you really want? Is what you're getting actually what you want? Why do you believe others have the power to decide for you?
I felt embarrassed, confused and wanted to run away. But I knew that unless I went deeper, nothing would fundamentally change.
What we did together was a game changer. For the first time in my life, I recognised where and how I had lost my sovereignty, how I could reclaim it, and what it truly meant to own my desires.
It was soothing, liberating and transformational. Almost like being brought back to the surface after feeling as though I'd been drowning for a long time.
Things externally began to shift, too. Most importantly, I regained the confidence that I have the power to influence the direction of my life and that I have the resources within me to get where I want to be.
I felt loved, heard and deeply witnessed as I recovered a part of myself that had been lost - the very part that is now helping me redesign my purpose.
I began understanding what was underneath my procrastination, sadness and anxiety, and through working with and integrating those wounded parts of myself, I reconnected with my own strength, desires and capacity to lead my life. The heaviness is gone. I am open to new beginnings, but this time, on my terms.
I realized that the body holds the truth, it's not enough to just reprogram the mind. Yes, there will be shifts, but once you clear it from the body, it's a whole new level. I feel more alive and present in my body. I feel more secure within myself.
I've seen lots of big changes since I started this mentorship program. I'm actually a practising hypnotherapist now, I am attracting paying clients at the fee I want, and my clients are seeing amazing results. I've also discovered what I want to specialise in: Gut Hypnotherapy.
Everything has just been easy. Nothing feels overly scary, it feels natural - like I'm doing what I've dreamt of for so long, it just feels right.
I know that majority of what we do in the course is all working on an unconscious level and it is so so interesting to see everything almost magically unfold. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Wow, what an incredible seminar! As soon as I saw the pre-announcement for Higher Love, I knew it was meant for me. From the very first session, I felt this journey was going to be transformative.
I was amazed by the wealth of knowledge shared and the practical tools I received for regulating my body and emotions. The seminar gave me profound insights into what it takes to build healthy, emotionally connected relationships, and the importance of developing that capacity within myself.
Handan is an extraordinary teacher and compassionate guide. Throughout the course, I felt her genuine care and dedication to our growth. Her love and presence shaped every step of the journey.
Higher Love was absolutely worth the investment, and I wholeheartedly recommend it to anyone seeking to deepen their understanding of emotional connection and experience a Higher Love.
I just wanted to say a massive thank you. After taking the Break Your Income Ceiling class, I started seeing real shifts materializing in the 3D world. Two amazing things just happened:
- I finally secured a consulting project at the exact price I had in mind - something I hadn't been able to do for over two years. I didn't even need to negotiate; I simply stated my price, and it was immediately accepted. I was blown away! The older version of me would have been ready to negotiate, explain, and justify... but none of that was necessary.
- I just had my first client confirm a three-month coaching package after just one session.
So grateful for the powerful work you're facilitating. It's truly transformative!
I can already see such a big difference in how I present myself to the world and share my art, including creating videos. I don't remember ever having the courage or confidence to do that before taking this course.
I initially came into the programme wondering what my art or passion even was. Through this journey, I was able to look at so many of the beliefs and blocks that had been holding me back, and choose to release myself from them. That in itself has been incredibly liberating!
My approach to life has changed, and the way I'm stepping into this next chapter of my life is becoming more and more exciting every day. I feel confident, capable and oh so bold. Ever since my sessions with you, I notice that I execute my creative ideas. Whereas in the past I would delay and procrastinate.
Thank you, Handan, for this beautiful course and for everything you helped us with throughout the journey.
In their messages
Another surprising phenomena I had during this mentorship is that I got clarity about my purpose and feel confident in turning that into a business. While having these realisations, I was suddenly getting promoted in my current job too.
Handan is one of the most powerful healers I know. I've had mentorships and classes with other people but they're nothing like Handan's.
I believe it's because she lives in the embodiment of her teachings and she never sells whatever she hasn't embodied yet and that's what makes her true and real.
I'm so grateful to have been her client & her student, she's been teaching me a lot throughout the years and I'm ready for more! I love you Handan ❤️
I went through deeper layers of my Dark Feminine with each module. And I discovered, that descending deeper into the shadows wasn't about becoming 'darker'. Instead it became brighter, as I began reconnecting with my maiden side. For me it was a passage towards more light, reconnection and a different way of expressing myself. I think I'm in the most transformative stage of my life. The shift started with the Holy Blood meditation (in Module 3 or 4).
I stopped drinking alcohol and having hook-ups, and the most surprising part is that I didn't even consciously decide to stop. It just happened naturally.
It opened up space for something new, something I'm really enjoying. The transformation has already been enormous.
Thank you for creating such a transformative course and for sharing the knowledge from your own journey with us.
I had a court case that was not finalised for 10yrs! As soon as I did the money blueprint masterclass I was contacted to finalise the case and received a payout I was not expecting.
Hi Handan. Thank you again! I have worked with loads and loads of fellow Theta healers and was always feeling they're not strong enough to go where they need to during a session. Finally I find my match, so happy!!
Thank you for such a powerful session Handan!!! It is amazing - you changed a few programs in MY mind, but it shifted the whole family, especially the kids. The dynamic is completely different!
It gives yet another confirmation to 'If you want to change the world, start with yourself.'
Grateful ❤️🙏